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well, hes a god. he did it again, he broke me. again. i never thought he could break a broken heart, but he did it. he tricked me into hoping, im not sure how but he did. beyond repair ..i hate this place im at. yesterday and today i was on cloud nine n nothing could bring me down because i was in his arms. i never wanted to pull back, no hesitation. i didnt care if the whole school found out and called me a slut because i just wanted mike to like me, as much as i liked him but in the end he crushed me. i figured that it was innocent enough and i mean hes a guy, thats all guys want and i was ok with that. but i never thought hed give me up just from hearing that he HAD a chance. i cant take it. i really am his last resort and i cant take it. i like him too much. note to self: oh nvm, ik im gonna end up doing it again so whats it matter /: i give up im going back to plan a: give up on guys.