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idk, i just guess i thought you would say that you couldnt stop thinking about me either,. i mean, im so hung up on you, nobodys been right since you. youre the first guy i made out with, first guy i wanted to make out w/. idk i just it hurts that you moved on i guess. because ill never think of you as just a friend, ill always want something more. because you hurt me, but honey ive grown up since then and i cant let the little things knock me down anymore. i miss what we were. i miss walking down the hall and being by your side. you kinda completed me and im stuck on you, nothings ever made me happier then you. and i just guess that now that we're friends again thats great but..idk i was hoping wed make up ..make up. and before, i was competing with nicole but i was winning, i had you. but then i gave you guys  months and months to 'bond' and now ill never be able to win again, i set myself up for failure and im not sure why i did that. but anwyays, i wishyou could like me like kevin likes dana.